This takes the cake 3

dec 29

Theory,

There are two types of mentalities (which can be changed through effort)

one type understands that undescribable feeling of.. art, imagination.. the ability to experience new ideas and thoughts and feelings and maybe understand them.

the other type does not get that nameless feeling. usually, they don't even know that something is missing from their life.

that other type is more prevalent in the world. true communication involving new ideas is almost impossible, because that type is so closed to new things.

man that magic sandwhich was good! mild, mellow. but good.music is divvvine.

Drugs. What a big issue with me and for people close to me. I think drugs are okay and can be really really helpful if used in a careful way. not addictive drugs. those are bad because of their addictiveness. but psychedelics and semi psychedelics. used moderately and safely... they can keep your mind in flux and allow you to be 'free' of most of both our natural and mind control programming. feeling new ideas and feelings. new emotions that you can't name. new.. EVERYthing. the ability to keep on discovering, making your mind more and more like a puff of smoke.. that can be blown away with a light breeze (or maybe a hurricane) but which is such a valuable and needed state of mind... we live in our daily lives for too long. we need to have the occasional 'jolting' given to our mind to shake loose its stuck feathers of redundant ideas and to create space for new ideas, new ways of looking at everything. metaprogramming. creating your own reality(sort of). it's too dangerous to be in one state of reality perception for too long, that can be philosophies, beliefs, basic ideas and concepts, how you percieve your physical reality around you. psychedelics allow you to keep changing all that. for me, apart from my basic ideas of love, friendship, freedom, justice, honour and equality etc, all my other ideas only last as long as i don't find an idea more appealing and interesting and truthful then them.

yet, I know no one well enough, that does drugs. especially anyone who thinks about them like I do. everyone i know, is always going on how bad they are and that no matter how strong your effort is, you'll eventually 'succumb' and turn into a pathetic 'junkie'. Even the most rational of people have this attitude with drugs. my dad, whom i know is VERY open minded about almost everything, becomes like a religious fanatic when it comes to drugs. No one(except maybe 1 or 2), no matter how intelligent or imaganitave , is willing to think that drugs can actually be something good. they all have a wall in front of them which i can't communicate through. its so frustrating, seemingly free thinking people having such anti drug ideas which are so stupid, but they can't see it. I've given up all hope of meeting a person who thinks about drugs like me. People who know i smoke (except my parents!) all tolerate it. but all of them get this condescending attitude at me because of it. so this drugs thing will always be a deep and basic difference from other people. a thing which is the cause of a lot of prejudice. but i've accepted that. i've been alone in all the important parts of my life. i can handle being alone in people

ahh smeg it. i doubt anyone will grok what i'm saying. cause i'm baked.

anyone reading this. i love you. now go and love everyone else around you. we have only a few years left, which will become increasingly difficult with time. so spend your time well. love is the most important thing, now more then EVER.

theory:

maybe in some unknown past, at one stage in humanity (or maybe some other species), there was maximum love all around the planet. or moments (days or months or years) of such a state. at that time, there was perfect peace and happiness among all living things, animals and plants too. it truly was a heaven on earth. a time of beauty and wonder and love. a time of good quality. will such a time come again in our future? that's to be seen. that's why its so important to make this emotion the most prevalent of all. even if it does seem extremely hard to have that all the time